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South Loop Summer
03:49
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Why are all my friends in Ohio
I’m 6 hours away from everywhere
I wish I could be
I can't keep telling myself to be a better version of me
And I know home is just an apartment
Where I pay to much rent to barely survive
But if I can get in a car with the people that matter
Then maybe I’m meant to be alive
Because it’s been a south loop summer
and I can't think of literally any other
way for me to spend the time I’ve spent
here dying and barely paying my rent
It’s been a south loop summer
Bars I shouldn’t be in and men I shouldn’t sleep with and
People I wish I knew better
Its a south loop summer
maybe my life will constantly be miserable
Maybe I’ll keep making things I’m proud of
Maybe what I lack is the potential but I know what I need and its unconditional love
Now the band is playing and I'm barely even out the door
People keep on asking me to make more and more and more and more and more
I'm gonna drop out of college soon
Do everything my mom said I shouldn't do
I'm gonna drop out of college soon
Do everything you wouldn’t want me to
I'm gonna drop out of college soon
Do everything my dad proved you shouldn’t do
I'm gonna drop out of college soon
I'm gonna drop out of college soon
Because it’s been a south loop summer
and I can't think of literally any other
way for me to spend the time I’ve spent
here dying and barely paying my rent
It’s been a south loop summer
Bars I shouldn’t be in and men I shouldn’t sleep with and
People I wish I knew better
Its a south loop summer
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2. |
Sober Haha Jk Unless
03:34
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ive been thinking
about it every hour
lights are off and its harder
to do without power
the weather doesn't help
the snow is falling down
my feet are broken knees are loose
and I end up on the ground
and I don't really know
if I want to overdose
maybe I'm just constantly scared
of being on my own
a head without the thoughts
I think that's what I need
maybe I'm just too messed up to succeed
so
please please please
get me me me
sober
sober
and when I'm there
can I have have have
any closure
any closure
because it's been a long year
and a half
and I'm not sure ill ever be able to go back
and I don't want to disappoint my mom again
but I already have
already have
so can I have any closure
a broken home
a lone window pane and maybe I'm
a loner
and can I get
sober
a broken bone a long night of shame
and ill pretend that it won't hurt
can I get
sober
can I stay
sober
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3. |
Happy Birthday
03:58
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I wish that I could better understand
Why my life's work is now gone at someone else's hands
I wish things could work out for the better
A month ago you wrote that stupid fucking letter
I love you your the best thing in my life now
Only takes a minute for everything you love to drown
I’ve been under for awhile
Is this a scam, is this a free trial
Happy birthday to you
I guess I'm nothing new
Happy birthday to you
I guess I'll tell the truth
I knew this was coming
Wish I could push it down maybe I could numb it
No surprise I am wrong
Nothing could ever fix what's been going on
The familiar feeling of your hands around my neck
Is not one that I will soon be able to forget
And I never understood the logic of it but I guess you would
Happy birthday to you
I guess I'm nothing new
Happy birthday to you
I guess I'll tell the truth
Happy birthday to you
Happy birthday to you
Happy birthday to you
Happy birthday to you
( fuck )
Happy birthday to you
Happy birthday to you
Happy birthday to you
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4. |
Feral Rat Anthem
04:23
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You tend to hit me up late nights at 2 am
Sliding into anyone that you can finds DMs
Makes sense that there's no proof of stable friends
Pathological liar burning at both ends
Spewing toxic things
That I just can't take seriously
Ridiculous it took us long for me to check under your sleeves
But you faked it and you made it
Easy to see
That you were never worthy of our time
bring you to your knees
Cause fours a package deal for fucking you over
Bar is on the floor it can't go any lower
And you can go in rot in hell
I really hope you learn and never forgive yourself
Because everyone knows your a lying cheat and I hope you're always always feeling always feeling incomplete
You sat there and juggled all of us
But even clowns are good at that and you keep on fucking it up
I don't know what to call you
Are you even in remorse
Turned off your lights and your phone and told yourself that it could be worse
none of this is fucking tight
None of this has ever been right
None of this is fucking tight
None of this has ever been right
None of this is fucking right
None of this has ever been right
Cause everyone knows you're a lying cheat
And I hope you're always feeling incomplete
And you can go rot in hell
And I really hope you learn and never forgive yourself
Because everyone knows your a lying cheat
And I hope you're always always feeling always feeling always feeling from everyone you hurt I hope you're always feeling incomplete
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5. |
Sheetz vs Wawa
04:24
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Punch you in the teeth
Never knew what you expected from me
Believing in God has never been so hard
Been so hard
I'm tryna figure out where I went wrong
Have you been this person all along
The couch wasn't good enough for you
Climbed into my bed when I begged you not to
I can't change my sheets don't have the money to
sleeping on my feet cause I don't know you
I feel like nothing
I can't change my sheets don't have the money to
Sleeping on my feet
Cause I have to
And I feel like nothing
Punch you in the teeth
I never knew what you expected from me
Believing in God has never been so hard
I'm not angry I'm pissed off and
All I wanna
Do
Is leave
Do is leave
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6. |
Sour OG RPG
02:55
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I'm a small rogue with no self-control
Chaotic neutral who
Can't find a home
And you've got the people lining up at your door
You're a bard with a guitar with a voice for the scoreboards
And you can throw monster after monster at me and I'll take out my rapier and I'll start swinging
I'm the runt of the litter I'm the shit of the crew
No matter what I'll stick my neck out for you
I mean the campaign! (hahaha, no)
I was an NPC and you were the dm and it all comes down to the fact that
this was never meant to happen
and when I told you I loved you you said you didn't feel the same way
it was a critical hit
And I'm stuck in a homebrew campaign I can't leave
And I've been trying to get you to see
That we both want this to end in different ways which is exactly why I just can't stay
How do I roll the dice to stop making you think twice
about what could work out for us
where do I find the potions to stop
making me feel like I'm not enough
I was an NPC and you were the dm and it all comes down to the fact that
this was never meant to happen
and when I told you I loved you you said you didn't feel the same way
it was a critical hit
It was a critical hit
I'm hoping I roll a twenty x3
Goddamn its a one
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7. |
Summer Friends
05:40
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I guess your summer friends
Are only around for the summer
I guess this means that you and I have never even really
Needed each other
And I know that my life has been
A little tougher lately
Near-death experiences
Have me thinking maybe
That everything I've worked for will have a purpose whether you are here or not
And I will keep on playing shows
And writing music no one knows
Because it's worth a shot
Cause your
summer friends are only around for the summer
Your summer friends are forgetting each other
Your summer friends are moving on to literally anything better
Your summer friends will change with the weather
change with the weather
change with the weather
And all I needed was a do you want to talk about it
All I got was nothing at all
And was it my fault this time around
For being too drunk
To say it out loud
I wish I hadn't said everything yet
Wish I could've gotten any rest
And after everything you put me through why the hell would i ever still wanna stand by you
And I can't get you off your stuck on these clothes
I can't take you off as much as I couldn't say no
I'm buried in a hospital bag far from what feels like home
this hospital bracelets the only thing making me feel like maybe I'm not so alone
Your summer friends are only around for the summer
Your summer friends are forgetting each other
Your summer friends are moving on to literally anything better
Your summer friends will change with the weather
change with the weather
change with the weather
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